Sunday, November 18, 2012

                               Life as We Know It

Life is like the vicinity of sky and ground. From the upmost part of the wheel there is always a tendency to fall at bottom part. Reality says that’s life! I agree, yes that’s life! My life is an endless cycle of ups and downs. Yet, I take it as a challenge. This challenge drives me to seek for three prominent things; harmony, love, and freedom.

Within the eighteen years of my life, I’ve been trying to seek for harmony which at first I failed to achieve. Sometimes I feel so down because of the inevitable embarrassments and discouragements from others. Still, my hope remains that someday I can smell the fragrance of success. On the other hand, having no experience of well-managed relationship before is the main reason that pushed me to seek for harmony. I wish to have harmonious relationship with my family. I wish to have peaceful and harmonious bonding with my friends and loved ones as well.

Unlike harmony, seeking for love is peculiar. Sacrifices and pains always exist which no one could ever escape from. Even I myself find it hard too. As I actualized, love is easy to spell yet so hard to scrutinize. I long to taste the sweetness of true love. I seek for love because I believe that it’s one of the things that could complete my whole being.

Like all the others, I also seek for freedom: freedom to decide on my own, freedom to show who I am, and freedom to be happy. Truthfully, it seems that I never had a chance to be free. It seems that I am always wearing different masks just to conceal my veracious feelings. This thing shoved me to struggle for freedom.

The search for harmony, love, and freedom continuous as I struggle to attain peace and success in life. Through it all, no matter how hard it is, I believe that maybe one night before I sleep I could hug and feel the things that I long for and wake up in the morning being satisfied.

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